4 months Tomorrow

I will be 4 months pregnant tomorrow. I am so happy but I seem to get irritated and sad a lot easier now than I ever have before. I am ready to have my baby here already and just be over all the throwing up. Dont really feel like writing too much right now but here are some sonogram pictures and my tummy at 3 months and 3 weeks.

3 months and 3 weeks

I can't seem to hold anything down now. I am almost 4 months and it hasn't gotten any better. But Jon helps a lot and I really love him so much. His daughter GraceLynn is calling me mama now and I am so so happy. I thought the whole thing wasn't going to last but it is and I am so thankful.

GraceLynn is one year next week. I think we are going to get her a small cake for herself to just stick her face in lol thats what I did, when I was one. I am just hoping Jon will clean the mess when she's done. lol he doesn't even like changing her diapers. Oh well I love all the sides of playing mommy.

SONOGRAM!!!

Got my first sonogram yesterday
I was so happy
and Jon was smiling so I know he was happy
I will post the pictures asap
my scanner is hatin
I love life right now
only thing is I wash I could be with Tasha and Paul :(
I miss them

Oh and Im 12 weks and 2 days

Long Time Catch up :)

Alright so its been a long while since I last wrote in this blog.
Well now I actually have some time and I have some news for any of my readers that are still reading..
Hold on to your panties ladies and gentlemen
I am pregnant..
Stall wih Jon :)
I love him
Wow that was easy to say
should it be that easy?
well it is either way
I havnt said it to him yet except once when I was drunk..
but ther than that I am afraid to
any advice
anyway..
I am about 3 months along and I barf up everything that smells like food.. :)
lol I think ts funny but only because
well I laugh alot lately lol
I am just so happy I cant really explain it
Jon and I now have an apartment together and are very happy
I am so glad to be out of my moms house.
I was so crowded and I felt like a was going to fly off the roof
if she told me i was getting fat one more time
well now she knows why I am gaining weight..
little baby on the way.
hmm..
I might just start a whole new blog on my pregnany
then maybe one on matherhood
what do you think???
good idea? bad idea?

yay :)

I have a boyfriend :)

I am so just out of what I should be doing right now. I am way more behind in shcool than I thought, all becasue I switched back. Clint is in jail. I just got a letter from him yesterday. I was so ecited I couldnt even read it. Then when I was writing him I found I had nothing to say. What do you think that means. This past two weeks I have been trying to think of things to say to him, but when it came to actually writing him this damn letter I had to be totally random about it. Im not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing.

So my BooBoo Bear is getting engaged!!! Hopefully Nick pops the big Q this sunday when they come rescue me. I Am so happy I am friends with Tiffany. She can actually listen to me blab about Paul without getting annoyed because she talks about him just as much as I do. She said she wants me and Paul to go to prom togther. I guess that is a good thing, I mean she likes me. Now I just have to worry about the awkward part with me and Paul for the first little while. I hope they all come. But I guess it depends on whether we all get paid or not...

I met a guy. Well not really met, he got my number from my friend Mikey. Only he is like way sweet and idk I think I am just scared to get close to anyone again because I keep getting hurt.

More when I have time.

Final words from my day: I hate Valentines Day..

wohoo?

So I am not pregnant! I am friends with Paul's girlfriend. And I have to make up 42 credits of schoolwork to do because my old school sucks big as.