Thursday, December 23, 2010

Long Time No Write

So I know it has been a long time since the last time I wrote on here. Things have been a little crazy. I don't even know where I left off. I am not sure where I should fill in. Well my baby boy should be here soon. i went in to the hospital yesterday and well they sent me home. Not so nice of them..ok it was because my little boy isn't ready to be here yet. I just hope he stays in there until uh...after Christmas..

Thursday, August 5, 2010

3 months and 3 weeks

I can't seem to hold anything down now. I am almost 4 months and it hasn't gotten any better. But Jon helps a lot and I really love him so much. His daughter GraceLynn is calling me mama now and I am so so happy. I thought the whole thing wasn't going to last but it is and I am so thankful.

GraceLynn is one year next week. I think we are going to get her a small cake for herself to just stick her face in lol thats what I did, when I was one. I am just hoping Jon will clean the mess when she's done. lol he doesn't even like changing her diapers. Oh well I love all the sides of playing mommy.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

SONOGRAM!!!

Got my first sonogram yesterday
I was so happy
and Jon was smiling so I know he was happy
I will post the pictures asap
my scanner is hatin
I love life right now
only thing is I wash I could be with Tasha and Paul :(
I miss them

Oh and Im 12 weks and 2 days

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Long Time Catch up :)

Alright so its been a long while since I last wrote in this blog.
Well now I actually have some time and I have some news for any of my readers that are still reading..
Hold on to your panties ladies and gentlemen
I am pregnant..
Stall wih Jon :)
I love him
Wow that was easy to say
should it be that easy?
well it is either way
I havnt said it to him yet except once when I was drunk..
but ther than that I am afraid to
any advice
anyway..
I am about 3 months along and I barf up everything that smells like food.. :)
lol I think ts funny but only because
well I laugh alot lately lol
I am just so happy I cant really explain it
Jon and I now have an apartment together and are very happy
I am so glad to be out of my moms house.
I was so crowded and I felt like a was going to fly off the roof
if she told me i was getting fat one more time
well now she knows why I am gaining weight..
little baby on the way.
hmm..
I might just start a whole new blog on my pregnany
then maybe one on matherhood
what do you think???
good idea? bad idea?

Saturday, March 6, 2010

yay :)

I have a boyfriend :)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

I am so just out of what I should be doing right now. I am way more behind in shcool than I thought, all becasue I switched back. Clint is in jail. I just got a letter from him yesterday. I was so ecited I couldnt even read it. Then when I was writing him I found I had nothing to say. What do you think that means. This past two weeks I have been trying to think of things to say to him, but when it came to actually writing him this damn letter I had to be totally random about it. Im not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing.

So my BooBoo Bear is getting engaged!!! Hopefully Nick pops the big Q this sunday when they come rescue me. I Am so happy I am friends with Tiffany. She can actually listen to me blab about Paul without getting annoyed because she talks about him just as much as I do. She said she wants me and Paul to go to prom togther. I guess that is a good thing, I mean she likes me. Now I just have to worry about the awkward part with me and Paul for the first little while. I hope they all come. But I guess it depends on whether we all get paid or not...

I met a guy. Well not really met, he got my number from my friend Mikey. Only he is like way sweet and idk I think I am just scared to get close to anyone again because I keep getting hurt.

More when I have time.

Final words from my day: I hate Valentines Day..